Today I did absolutely nothing important. I got some rest and cleaned my room. In a way I guess I was cleaning my spirit by trying to get my home in order. It's my way of relaxing. On my busiest days I pray for days like this, but when I get them they always suck! What's really tripped out is that I'm lonely but I don't want to be bothered by everybody. I thought I was gonna have plans this evening but they didn't fall thru. Shit happens and toilets flush. Moving forward, I went to see my mom and as of late she's been trying to hold me hostage. Lately she's been doing a lot cooking and trying to get the family together. There's a saying about life imitating art and I hope this isn't a version of "Madea's Big Happy Family" because I really don't need that shit! My mom has been feeling good lately and I pray that her health continues to progress. Deep Thought: I know a parent's worst nightmare is to bury their kids but I don't want to bury my parents. Out of selfishness I wanted them to bury me so I wouldn't have to deal with the pain of losing them. I don't think I would lose my mind but I would feel a bit of regret that my childhood wasn't the best and they couldn't do anything to change that. Maybe if I grew up better I wouldn't feel that way. If they had some money I might even be waiting on them to kick the bucket! Just kidding! I get my sense of humor from my dad and my heart from my mom. They cool now and I should appreciate times like these because they don't last forever.
So on this Mundane Monday I sit back listening to the Quiet Storm on V-103 (102.7 FM) and I just remembered I need Marsha Ambrosius' song Late Nights and Early Mornings because I love making love like that. It's been awhile since I went there but when I get back there (1) I hope I'm in love and (2) I hope she's in love with me. Here's the link to see her video: http://youtu.be/6lgbUptkC28 . This will not be my last post to this blog. I will come back more often even if it's just to say hello. Good Night & God Bless
